Sometimes I wonder...

Why did God wire me this way? I look at people going through life & they seem so satisfied to just do things they way they have always done them & accept things. I have thought that many of these people are just opposed to change, scared of change, unsure of the change, but I am noticing more and more that many people just don't even recognize the opportunity for change. I know, I am a little obsessive about change...BRING ON THE CHANGE! But, the older I get, the more I desire a specific purpose for that change. But, I am just wired for noticing, implementing, and guiding change. I enjoy it. I like helping other people through it. It doesn't mean there are not bumps along the road, but that I can see why it is worth it in the end. I can see why it will help the masses even though it may leave behind or offend a few. There are definitely days where I wish I could just be satisfied--but, I do believe God has wired me to see what could be (even if I don't always know how to get there) & dream for it! Now, I just need to learn how to channel that into something that is effective & doesn't drive everyone around me crazy!